An Introduction

Welcome to 30 Shekels To Graceland !!

My Name is Jordan Knight. A net accronym obviously.

To give a brief glimpse of what this blog is all about...

30Shekels is the amount of money that was used by Judas to sold Jesus Christ to the Romans. Graceland represents Redemption and forgivness. So where is the connection ?

Each Shekel representing a Second on a TimeFrame. An otherwise normal mind in 30seconds turns from a calm and happy-go-lucky soul to a deluded demented being of self destruction. In that state he / she is capable of doing things amounting to hurting himself or others. An overlapped tendency as seen in Bipolar Disorder as well.

That condition along with many other symptoms is called O Pure Syndrome. A condition where manifestation of OCD (for n00bs, OCD stands for Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) is not there with the usual physical characteristics or pragmatics but in various mental deframities.

The Mood swings of the subject hits the polarity of + / - with grave dangers at times, and is often triggered by strong Triggers. The Minds Obsession with People, especially can lead to dire consequences.


In a journey of 30seconds to 30mins their soul can becomes the battlefield of torment, where the demons wage a war that eats the subject from inside, their rational ability to think logically and perceive, where the subject seeks nothing but Death. but respite doesn't come. Until the medicines induce a strong sleep where the fairies wont wear boots anymore.

This blog is one such endeavor to represent the journey and see things rationally and irrationally, from the mind of Pure O.

"the aggressive train of thoughts of the raged, demented soul, seeking destruction, plotting nothing but revenge, and hurt ; O how painful it may be for the creature who undergoes it ; may not thy worst enemy get this serpent's venom, whose sting so profound and wicked like depths of abyss that thy host canst fathom but compare it with hell on earth"

Saturday, 11 October 2008

I am Sam

I Am Sam is a 2001 release starring the breathtaking performance by Academy Award Nominee Sean Penn. It also starred Michelle Pffier and Dakota Fanning a 7 year old child actor. The story revolves around a mentally challenged father who was given the opportunity in a strange circumstance to raise a daughter, a daughter who he ends up giving all his love and emotion. A seven year old mind raising a daughter. Its unbeleiveable its breathtaking and above all beleive it or not, its plain stupid.

But it is possible.

This movie has always been my top favorite. And as I searched the Internet to get some ideas behind the reasons why this movie must have been created, I found none. Nothing but the money mattered websites seeking to provide review or renting DVDs.

And then it remind me, that like Sam said in the movie, "..people like you dont know how it feels to get hurted, people like you don't feel anything.." Indeed we live in a dog eat dog world. Where everyone looks for an opportunity to climb on others shoulder to reach to another step, a step that can give him or her more power, more control, more recognition more money and glory. At the end of the day, its all about that.

And in that pace, the sensitivity of life, gets lost, Forever. Until its all blank. Forever!!

I Want To Be Sam. I want to love like Sam, I want to have a daughter whom I want to raise giving her all my love all my energy and understanding, and patience, and raise her in discipline, in responsibility.

I am Sam teaches a beautiful relationship where a father irrespective of what he has, strives to give more to her daughter because he loves her. and spend time with her.

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